It's That Spark of Insanity (:

Photo Sale

2008-04-02T19:26:00.002+08:00

Photo sale; it went FREAKING WELL. We like earned over a thousand? Looks like Mr. Go can finally buy new cameras, the latest Canon ones. >:D total pwnage. Tomorrow's the last day, I'll be there, helping out, so you people better come and buy ok! We feature Synapse and Sports Heats already, so there are more choices. Synapse better, cause you get to see prefects jumping madly all over the place >:) Am I not evil? 50 cents per photo and you people buy so many at one go!! I like LOVE YOU RICH PEOPLE OUT THERE. HAHA.

Now I'm talking to Thivya. From 1-3. She's a good advice giver and WILL BE A PREFECT NEXT YEAR :D I state this now okay. It's true~! Hehe. She help me in so many ways, so I shall buy her chocolate tomorrow. Yay.

Oh yes, I'm buying concert tickets from Sarah the Chicken. Emmanuel VII by the PL Concert Band. 12th April. BUY TICKETS OMG. Haha. I love school events. I hope there will be a chance to take pictures of the event.. but most likely not. Cause it's a concert and I bought tickets to watch it, not to take pictures of it. Ah I love my CCA ._.!

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Onward!
Prayer cell was cool today. The group sung like angels. Seriously. Even the people outside had to look in and say "OMG" or "WOW". Hehe. We made Ms Tan's day. :) She was so delighted she wrote a message on the board and we were like "OMG LET'S FRAME IT UP SO NO ONE CAN ERASE IT."

Happiness erupts. LOL. I guess that's about it for today. Oh wait, played Truth or Dare with Mr. Go and others. He freaking dared me to say "I love you" to Mrs Lee. I waited. But so long she never step out of the office. LOL.

Ok.. yup. Tomorrow's gonna be SO fun. The JOY of having Chinese and falling asleep once more. I just have to get a B4. Just a freaking B4. Or a B3. I can't believe I failed it for my CA 1 ._.

Eck!

lolz

2008-03-30T22:50:00.001+08:00

TESTING THE WORDS.

HELLO.

CAN EVERYONE HEAR ME?

=D

randomness.

Sports Day 2008!

2008-03-28T18:58:00.002+08:00

Hell Yes, It Was HOT!

Damn. I was literally rushing to Macs @ Kovan this morning. Was going to meet Nicole to head to the Stadium with her, but I got a little late and in the end we couldn't get a taxi and was late by.. oh say 20 minutes? Anyway, forget about being tardy, we had to rush around once we stepped into the photographers' side. I was put on duty first with Andrea, for 2 hours before taking a long break and helping out with the other groups (not to mention having a try at the large SLR Camera with the longest lens I have ever seen!) in their duties and the events yeah. It was burning hot. Well, not burning, but I'd say it was close to that. Lucky Houses; they sit in the shade while I run around the track (and oh, falling down as well) to the different groups to help out or either help them to get water and all that. Talk about annoying ._.!

Sports Day was a great success I'd say, although I didn't bring the Milo coupon. Who cares -_- the cup was freakishly small. And I got a free one anyways, hehe. Yup, I loved the Dodsworth Cheers. But you know what? ARCHER WON THE CHEER CHAMPIONSHIP! We (the photographers) thought it would be Dodsworth, but nooooo, the announcer just HAD to say ARCHER! D: Damn it, that soulja boy dance was off the hook! Ah well. Next year. We'll win, oh yes. The Overall Champ as well! >:D

I thought Chew did pretty well, and I could see that the Lee House runners were running their fullest. Dodsworth OWNED!! The Champ for the Sec 1s!! xD Archer was no worser. They were awesome in some ways. The Mass Run was funny. People got confused cos we allied ourselves with Lee and ran together for two mass runs. Chew and Archer did the same. I almost got dragged into the track by my friends, but thank God I didn't go! I was tired as hell.

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Just read an amazing story, "I Believe You", by Low Kay Hwa. More on the story later.

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I'm out of things to talk about.. although.. there's that other problem, but I do not think it is worth talking about. I said enough yesterday. Ah to hell with it. My handphone D:< I want it back!

I couldn't help but to not care. I just felt so broken.

The Way It Was

2008-03-27T19:36:00.002+08:00

Never Felt Like That

So today we had the LEE and CHEW house practices. Lee got the Parade Square for the taking; hoho. Chew had to go down to the AVA Theatre; >:) As usual, I joined in, since Ms Gomes was there. Honestly, had to say I was bored. I didn't get the duty slot for PL's Table Tennis Tournament, since Meiling was SO EXCITED to RUSH TO THE HALL WITH THE SLR CAMERA. Not that I'm jealous; thank God. What a week it's been. I was sent running around from the Hall to the Staff room to the Lab Store 4. Photographers have busy lives, I learnt that from past experiences during the last three months. Well, thankfully, today Meiling went solo for the PL tournament. Alright, back to the House Practice. So there I was, with Jia Shyuan, Jenjira, and Ms. Gomes, within the crowd of Lee House girls. Needless to say, it was as loud as you could imagine. Hope the Chew House girls were as loud, yeah. And there was the second issue of having the stand in the crowd with her being just a few steps away. I couldn't be bothered to do anything stupid around her anyway, so I just went along with the dance.

I like the cheers. Catchy and fun.

The Photographers' meeting today was short and quick, as Mr. Go explained what we had to do in a fast manner. He was rushing off somewhere. But. BUT!! D: Many of them didn't turn up. Nicole's pissed. Valentia fined them all >:D Mwahahaha! Okay, so it is entirely their fault. They deserve getting fined. Besides, it serves as a good boost for our Club's fund. Also, the sale of photos shall help as well :) Yes, yes, let's move on to the subject on Sports Day 2008!

I am excited. Greatly. Although my Canon T shirt is holy crap small. So I've decided to wear my Dodsworth Tee to support my House! I'm positioned at the starting line, so I guess there isn't much to do except to do some nice shots for each race. Oh the joy. I just wanna have fun with the seniors.. although all I can think about is..
Just enough.

I'm trying to forget about her. It's so damn hard. I don't understand why I can still like her as much, as though she didn't start avoiding me already. Everyone's encouraging me to give her up. I want to, but I can't bring myself to. She shows up in front of my face and there my heart goes, skipping a beat; then I feel the butterflies in my stomach. A great intake of air and everyone knows she was there.

I've never felt this way before. Not even during last year. It's weird, how I can hang on to that little thread of hope, knowing that it'll snap anyway. This ain't no love story. I act so hyper everyday, but some people can tell that I'm still frustrated. I'm still thinking about her. I feel a tinge of disgust somehow, although I don't know why. Revolt. Still don't know why. When she's there, I feel different. When she isn't, I always .. try to forget. It's getting annoying as well, since my friends keep telling me the same thing over and over again. Some of them go along with it. They say that, I was never this in love with anyone. They're not Sec 1s or 2s. The 3s and 4s are far more understanding. Not that I don't feel grateful to my classmates' efforts, but I feel so hopeless every time I try.

I've never been this stupid in my life, to like someone and to hold on so tightly, even though she let go. I feel that I am. I know I am. I just don't want to be.

Yin and Yang - together forever?

NO! Why did He let my friends be together in love? Both of them are still together after a year. They ... are the perfect example of why I never let go. Wishful thinking clouded my thinking and vision. I cannot see whatever else that is behind the block. Nope, the Sec 2s don't understand. They NEVER understand. Perhaps a few would, if I told them and trusted them. Perhaps. That's all.

9 words are not enough to describe my feelings for you ♥

DAMN IT :D

2008-03-25T19:59:00.002+08:00

I feel freaking exhausted and frustrated with the Secondary Two students.

I wish they would shut up. Damn it. They've been so idiotic these days I almost think they have nothing better to do than to spread silly rumors about ME.

Just. ME.

What the hell is their problem? Yes, I LIKE HER but that does not mean that they can take this to their advantage and start one big rumor spreading session. I feel so messed up on the inside. Everything goes right, and only THIS becomes WRONG. My life is so ... SCREWEDDDD!!! %^##%!@@$!$^@#%$@&^$*^!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

....

ARGH.. forget about them. A bunch of morons.

Tired.

2008-03-24T19:34:00.003+08:00

Tired.. had a good laugh.

Stayed back for the Table Tennis Tournaments again. Skipped History again. Damn it .__.! PL lost to Cedars ... but won against Nanyang. Go PL! :D I enjoy doing duties, but always very tired at the end of the day. Today was funny though. Met up with Samantha, the exco prefect. Me and Meiling were talking to her when suddenly Mr. Go came in. He was going to send Samantha and another prefect to PLMC for a presentation on the Kunming trip (FIS 2007 team).

Somehow we came to the subject of Synapse once more.

She was complaining about her C Drive exploding due to the large amount of photos that were taken that day. Mwahahaha.. fear us!! After awhile, she started on Nat, the deputy prefect from ACS(B). Assumptions, assumptions, assumptions! D:< Samantha thought that us three photographers were stalking him that day due to "half the files having his face on it". Damn it O.O

Weeeeell.. time for bad news :D Almost all Sec 2s have heard about me due to ._______. whatever. Tired. My legs are aching. And I thought of going to PLMC with Samantha to support her.. but too lazy. Kukuku.

Now currently doing flash ... D: Argh!!

Oh yeah. About Sian Ling. She hardly talks to me anymore. What rumors the other students have spread and she heard about it. -sniff- What to do.. wait until next year Synapse is it? o_o;

you left me clueless..

New start! Term 2!

2008-03-22T20:48:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling fine. Really.

I'm ready to turn my life around. 'Cause I got my mind off Sian Ling, and started to concentrate on my studies! I will pass my IT and D&T no matter what. I know this hardcore determination is irking you slightly. Yes, I know. :P But yeah. My schedule's so damned squashed up. I have another CCA meeting on Thursday before Sports Day and Sports Day itself, where I will be on duty with group one. Ah well, this is the life of a Sec One; not.

I shouldn't be this stressed ._______. It's because of the responsibility I feel that I have to take up, even though I'm only Secondary One. I think I'll cut myself some slack. This week will be a week of letting go, and holding onto my studies. Friday will be a relaxing one of spending time with seniors during Sports Day, although we'll be getting things done slowly with the large groups that are assigned to a different subject.

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Spark of Insanity is stressed!

She likes being loved.

2008-03-19T18:59:00.002+08:00

You love being loved, I don't mind ...
... I love you, do you?

;
So many thoughts for today. She's giving me the feeling that she likes to be loved. And she wants to be loved. I don't really mind though. :)

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School was okay, although I had to stay back for the table tennis tournament again and Religious Emphasis Week duties tomorrow. Can't wait.

She knows.

2008-03-18T19:37:00.002+08:00

I was avoiding it, somehow, but you found out in the end.

She knows I like her. Did you read that correctly? SHE KNOWS! OMG. I don't know what to feel right now. Happy? Shocked? Confused? Regret? I'm being overwhelmed by feelings, but part of me loves her even more now. I guess this won't be any secret anymore now that she knows. So I'll start mentioning her name. Sian Ling. Although I wanted to keep it a secret (due to something that happened last year), it inevitably got out. Indirectly. Clearly. My head's spinning now. What's my reaction supposed to be? She's okay with it, or so Meiling says, but honestly, she's the first person ever to accept it. And I'm glad for that, or it's another gloomy year in PL. What to do now? Keep calm and get on with life. I don't know. Should I start talking to Sian Ling now? I'm still worried that it'll shatter. I'm still going to buy her a birthday present though I am completely clueless on how to wrap a gift properly. ): I'm a failure, right?

Crap, I feel so constipated now. What if everything blows up? What if I get one last heartbreak that's too much to bear? I can't think about it; I won't think about it. It's not gonna happen. I'll make it work, somehow, one way or another. Even if we can't, I know we can still be friends. But right now, I'm thinking about her, even as I type. I can't get my mind of her, y'know. It's so hard. -sigh- ... I guess it's something I have to get along with. My love prevails! (Okay getting really freaky here)

Well, I think right now I'll stop blogging and go on ahead to plan the rest of the week out.

I love you; thank you for giving me the chance to reveal my feelings.

Pictures!

2008-03-17T20:26:00.005+08:00

This is gonna be short. I just wanna post up pictures I took today. Alternatively, you guys can go check my album out at: http://gallery.shutterbug.sg/walalala

Enjoy! (: Although my pictures aren't that good or pro yet .. haha. I'll be updating the album from time to time, or maybe just one week per photo, like Mr. Go says. Hooooweeeee.

Today's HER birthday.

Yeah, Meiling just told me. Damn o.o I don't know what to buy her! Maybe a Rubik's Cube? I have no freaking idea! She'll get something, I know it. I just don't know what yet. Now I am about to start packing my bag and finishing my filing and BOOK REVIEW. I'm willing to buy anything for her, cause I like her even more everyday. Damn ... must check the costs first so I can ask my grandma for my money.. sheesh. Ah well. It'll work out in the end, I know it. Okay, gotta go now!

;SEEya!

Yet another untitled post..

2008-03-16T17:34:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow's a school day! Hell yeah!
A person often meets his destiny on the road he took to avoid it.

Tomorrow's the first day of Term 2. So glad that school's starting again. I've been so bored during the holidays doing nothing but talking on the phone with my friends or just being forced to play lifeless online games D: Oh well, let me find a topic to talk about now that I'm free.

One of the reasons of why I can't wait for school is because I can't wait to see my friends again :) And if you were let in on my little secret, you'd know that I also miss someone a lot. I don't know how I survived during the one week without seeing her. Oh well, I guess that's why they call it EYE CANDY. But I know I like her more than just to eye candy her. It feels so unique and strong, like never before. Enough about her, or else I might break down soon. -sigh- Monday will be a short short day. But I have to go to the Gym though. Nevertheless, I am still glad to be going back to school. I have to check on my holiday homework later, to make sure that everything will be fine on the first week of Term 2. And many people keep asking me, "What is it that you see in her ah?"

This is my answer, but it may be short.. but still sweet.
"When you look in her eyes, you'll see somethin' else. It gives you a feeling; makes you wanna stay. It's a feeling no other person has ever given me before. The more you linger in those eyes, it makes your heart melt, and you'll think, hey I think I got it right ... she's the one."

Of course I'm not asking those who are 'straight' to come here to look at this, I understand completely. I am of course looking forward to the June holidays (talk about thinking too far huh?) because I'll be pretty busy, but I love to be occupied. :) It's so tough being in a class that's the dividing line. Maybe you'll tip over the wrong side and ... well yeah. I took a few shots with my Cyber-shot phone today, with a few features added.

I like this one. Retro.

My neighbour's bicycle. LOL. Next up is three different effects of the sky.

Last one below :D

That's about it for today. <3

Still Untitled~

2008-03-15T13:09:00.002+08:00

Yin and Yang; are they meant for each other?

This question got me thinking a lot last night. I'm saying this as a view on whether man and woman are meant for each other, or is there something else that's better? I mean you watch all these movies, read all these articles about successful couples, love, romance all that whatnot, but doesn't it get you thinking? When is my true love going to appear? How come my life's not like that fairytale? I started on this when my friend got ditched by another guy. That guy didn't love her at all. Not one single bit. And now another friend of mine says that another guy was in love with her, and it's as if he's so devoted to her, when he only met her for about three months. Think about it, if her love life is so fruitful, why not other people? How come there's a guy for her already, when another girl just got dumped by someone she liked? Somehow it's ironic. Or maybe it's not. SO here I begin my reasoning.

"Love at first sight ... I think I like him."
That's what I keep hearing from my friends. They always claim to be in love with a guy they met. Be it in Church, tuition, online games or whatever the hell they do, somehow there's always a guy they like. And they love to tell me about HIM. I find it a little uncomfortable sometimes, seeing as I don't fall in love so regularly. I don't even think it's love. Really. I always think or even know they're just being too hopeful and are too new for love. So much sometimes, that I get a bit frustrated and become too straightforward towards them. After a few weeks, days or even hours, they might just come back to me and say, "He broke up with me." How predictable. I may sound horrible now, but isn't that the truth? Just so you know, I never believed in true love; or the Yin and Yang theory. Although it sounds so damn logical. But my thoughts aren't always right.

"I hate him so much! I thought he loved me! All guys are playboys!"
That's what my friend said after someone ditched her. He used her. Just to get over his own problem, dealing with his ex. She cried the whole night and the whole morning just because of him. Her friend told her "Why cry over a guy who doesn't deserve your tears?" I agreed. Then suddenly she'll hate the guy and probably hate a few more too. Because of one guy, that happens. Guys are heartbreakers, but I won't say they were never heartbroken either. There are consequences that girls go through after a break up with someone they really liked. Maybe they'll turn the other way and look for other guys. Or maybe they'll never ever like a guy again. Maybe they will look for companionship on the wrong side.

Yang and Yang - what the heck?
You know what I'm referring to. Girls with girls. Lesbians. Bisexuals. You name it. I'm okay with them. Not because I assume they have relationship problems. It's only because of experience, but I don't have that much in love. I don't think I do, although my peeps say I give great advice. Hmm, I can consider becoming a social worker. No, no! Back to the point. My friends are lesbians. Most of them. They have their partners, people that agree with their views. They love each other. I don't see why is there a problem with that. Not interfering with God's grand design is it? He created love. I'm not discriminating, nor am I against His Word. The more I look at it, the more it seems alright. Even political leaders are allowing these relationships into the world. Political leaders, the ones who lead their countries into many victories, or failures. They made that decision. Maybe it's just because these lesbians see something in each other. Something guys can't ever see, or take a longer time to find out. I may be sounding a little weird now, but hey, can't blame me for being a little too optimistic. Other devoted Christians think it's wrong, and it's a crime, because of Adam and Eve. They look at the hardcore evidence first, but never thought about what He could have said. Enough about Christianity and their views, isn't this all about love?

In other words, I don't care if my friends are lesbians. They are still. My friends. I don't see why other people, who are straight, seem as if lesbianism is so disgusting, so contagious. They will start to avoid them, and gossip about them. It is so unreasonable. They find love too, right?

What do you think I am? Straight? Not straight? Who wants to tell you? :)

"My real answer, is ... perhaps."
Perhaps Yin and Yang are meant for each other.
Perhaps they're not.
I think it depends on the other. That's all. ('OLY CRAP THIS IS A LONG POST)

Yikes.

2008-03-14T18:52:00.007+08:00

One of my favorite songs just died on me.
But that's not the damn point!

Great, I finally got rid of that irritating blogskin. I feel drained of all energy after today. I went back to school (for the fourth time D=) for the CCA photo shoot. It was interesting, yes it was xD But my CCA shirt was torturing me. NOOO, I do not want to talk about it D: Okay, haha. After the photo shoot, me, Meiling and Amanda went for lunch with Mr. Go at Sakae Sushi. The bill was so ... unbelievably sky high. Okay so maybe for some people it might not be the end of the world. Yet. And yes, my typing is pissing you off. :D The joy of pissing you off with this proper wording. Notlikethis, oRlIkEtHiS. Hehe. Oh yeah, just remembered. I have filing to do. And my D&T, followed by ... uh ... what was that? ... Never mind, I'll think about it later.
I always recall it in the middle of the night. Or perhaps if I wake up at 1am in the morning. :D

I still owe my friend her Swimming CCA blog. I'm thinking of suggesting to the Class Com to make a class blog. That'd be nice. Ahh yes, another thing I am looking forward to; 1-4 Class Outing @ East Coast Park!! My grandma's making beehooooon for the class ... and I know it'll be a great success. Never really had the time to bond with the Peer Leaders. I mean there was time. Loads. But I never really bothered. Ah well, I get along well with them. They're nice. But I still miss the Orientation. OHH THAT WAS A LONG TIME AGO. But I enjoyed class time. I hated it when the bell rang and it was over. I got moody, cause they never gave us enough time. Now then I talk about Orientation.

Tsk tsk. Term 2. I'm ready! I'm ready! :D To get better grades. But my timetable's looking so freaking hectic. Fridays will be the longest days of my term. Mondays will be the shortest, but the worst. The rest of the days? Just. Plain. Boring. But I will have to be more attentive.. my mind's always drifting somewhere else.

Okay let's talk about Synapse, since I did not elaborate much. Synapse 2008 was great. Yes it was. It started with some group activity (if I'm not wrong) ... followed by ... I can't remember. LOL. Okay um, there was a mass ice breaker. Funny. Amusing. Then there was also mass games. Interesting. Comical. No wonder I got a B3 for my English. My describing is below standard. Never mind, let's just skippity skip all the way to the campfire. -hops down the lane of nothingness- Being lame again. :) I liked the campfire. I got a few great shots. Haha. Although Jolyn and I couldn't stop laughing about some particular reason. I loooooooved the time when they were playing with water bombs. I got so many cool shots of the water and the prefects getting wet! Yeah probably by now you'd know I enjoy Photography more than anything else in the world. It just comes to me naturally. Soon, I'll get my own camera. Then once I can afford it, I'll buy the lens. And then, a pro photographer is born! Okay okay I'm thinking way too far.

Maybe for the first four years, I'll try my best to train myself in the different parts of the camera and the adjusting of the lens, all that. Hell yeah. Now all I gotta do is concentrate on my studies. No more distractions. I'm gonna cut my hair again. This time, something better for me. Celine's posting about pie. Never mind :D I'll show you a few shots from Synapse (I took them with my handphone).

First picture, wasn't so good. I was sitting at a dumb spot.

Second picture, was a nice one. Work together! :D

Third picture, well, I got bored during the campfire okay?!

So yeah that's about it. Tomorrow's Saturday :O
Buhhh bye!

Homework post!

2008-03-11T19:42:00.002+08:00

I'm just posting this cause I'm too lazy to write it all down.

Friday:
1. Go ask the Office Lady to retrieve my phone from the bus uncle.

Saturday:
1. Find the damn papers for Maths File
2. File Science File accordingly

Sunday:
1. Finish scenes for IT project..
2. Do YT's IT project (omg..)
3. Ask group members to photocopy the evaluation form (IT)

Monday:
1. Do finish D&T
2. GYM :D

Tuesday:
1. Make sure group members finish work
2. Suffer!

Yeah I guess that's about it. Damn.. life does suck after Synapse huh? Haha. Going back to school again this friday for photography/phototaking sessions with the CCA leaders. Have to wear that small photography shirt. D: but I'm going to Macs for breakfast.. yeah. Oh well.. I was born to suffer anyway! I'll make sure I get an A1 for all the subjects (maybe not Maths)!!
Oh well. never mind.

Still have three more days to enjoy until Hell starts once again. 10 more weeks of horror. I get to see Ms Pereira 10 times, and Ms Kok 10 times as well, along with Mr. Go. Oh JOYYY :) Time to study harder and get better grades! After that I can handle ANYTHING! Yeah.. I'll be counting the days to the next holiday. 75 more days! Lord, help me get through this yeah!?

Hahaha. At least I get to see twin..
and __ __ in school everyday. Yeah. It'll be fine! Right, this is not working as well as I thought it would. Whatever la.

I guess I'm done.

i always wanted to tell you my feelings

Tired

2008-03-10T17:46:00.002+08:00

Synapse rocked. Seriously. Haha.
I made new friends, like Nat ... dunno from what school.
Haha. Took so many pictures with Jolyn and Meiling. It's so freaking fun la!!
I wanted to stay later cause my CRUSH was still there, but Jolyn tell me to go also. She used to eye candy my crush also.. but no more liao la.
She called one of the EXCO PREFECTS ; HOT.
Both of us were laughing like mad la. So sad, __ __ went for her CCA halfway through Synapse, so I was a bit gloomy and weary. Yes haha! I love her!
Stayed from 7.30am - 10.30pm ++ (15 and a 1/2 hours for CIP (: )
Loved the CAMPFIRE. Fun la. And I got to know Zi Qi, the head prefect, much much better, along with other prefects too.

Synapse was the best, and I don't think this box enough to describe it!

One word: AMAZING!!

Tomorrow's Saturday~

2008-03-07T19:33:00.003+08:00

Somehow it's all not okay anymore

Hugs! Tomorrow's Saturday!
Just finished dinner.. and I'm feeling hyper!
Haha. Today during Photography it was kinda boring.. but I had evil twin to accompany me! :) loves!
But I still know she's under bad influence. It worries me like hell, but she's still the nice girl I met. I got Jolyn to come with me for Synapse tomorrow, cause Elizabeth says that an older senior has to go with the juniors. Oh well.. haha. She's nice to be with anyway. I was laughing though, when Elizabeth said that Synapse will be until 9pm ++. Oh to hell with it. I get to see ___ ___ anyway, so that's good as well I think. Never mind ... I got through Week 10 of Term 1! I feel so happy. I got a new phone; a Sony Ericsson Cybershot phone. LOL.

But I have loads of holiday homework.. and I have to return to school for the IT project. Ah.. I get to see Ms. Pereira. Oh JOY!
I aced History!! I got an A1! When I saw it I was like OMG?!
:D MY GRADES AREN'T THAT BAD EH.
Okay .. now I have to .. go and kill time on Doom 3. Time to scare myself shitless!

Byyyeee! <3!!

40th post!

2008-03-05T21:31:00.002+08:00

3 more days.

Yeah! Three more days to Synapse!
But tomorrow's a hurdle I have to jump over first.
D&T + Chinese + English = Horrible Thursday.
Oh well ... I got my mark for D&T all I have to do is finish up my lamp and shade..
I make the shade with the can then .. no time to be fancy about it.
Haiz, I want the holidays to start NOW!
But yeah, that's not possible. I have to get my handphone back but I never bother to go to the General Office to ask. OMG. Can die one la. Now I am about to start filing my English worksheets in. I'm gonna come to school early tomorrow to prepare for my lamp shade. These few days have been so freaking cold. Just bought the PL Jacket.
It's warm and nice :D Ah well. Who the hell cares?

I hate Thursdays. They're the worst days of the week. So many problems will crop up. And this week is the last week of Term 1. A lot of things will have to be handed in. Eck.. So tired! I wanna do everything tomorrow morning, but then ... must save energy for S1R! I don't wanna run D: But I have to, unless something wrong with me la. Okay.. the list of things to do for the remaining days.

Now:
1. File everything into the english file.
2. Do Chinese workbook.

Thursday:
1. Do the lamp shade and the lamp.
2. Suffer horribly.
3. Probably be exhausted by the end of tomorrow.

Friday:
1. Prepare Maths File.
2. Finish History Group work.

Yeah I think that's about it. So busy, I will be. Thursday's the WORST!
... I don't want to go for D&T or my S1R !!!
D: My God..
I think I have to pray again ... LOL.
Haha. Whatever la. So sian. I feel like dying now. I think I'll just leave the filing to tomorrow. I dunno ... what if I can't find the worksheets?
Not again. I hate worrying. I'd rather relax!

Nvm, it will be Saturday in a flash. Just keep telling yourself that.
Synapse here I come!! :)
Phew... that was good. Okay I'm off to be hardworking!
[i]Not[/i]

Late night post

2008-03-03T22:26:00.002+08:00

Tired.
Just so tired.

School can drive me nuts ):
I'm getting stressed again! I have to finish my IT project
by this week, then I'll have to file my Maths/Lit/Chem files properly.
And that's not all, I still have D&T to deal with. I got 60/100 for the subject,
but I have to do up my lamp and shade.
Damn it, I'm sleepy and tired. Nothing else can wake me up D<
I'm soooooo not happy about my D&T and IT!
Both end with a T somemore! D:<

Horrible. Why can't I just fast forward time to Friday?
After that it'll be Saturday and time for Synapse?
Arrrghh!!!
I wish Daddy God would help me.
D: Jia Shyuan not doing her IT project, but it's not like
her other group members won't do, right?
Darn!!
Even Yoke Yean's group doing!
Why can't I be more hardworking?!!
My grades are bad enough and I'm in 1-4?!
I FAILED CHINESE.
I BARELY PASSED GEO/MATHS AND HISTORY.
MY LIFE IS SCREWED!!!!!!

I wish I could start all over again
and make things right.
But I know that isn't possible. I can only improve on things.
My God I wish I had some help. I hope Sarah did her scenes, if not it's
some long scolding from Ms. Pereira.

... Lord help me now.
I feel like KILLING myself!
Ugh, and other people have better lives than me!

I know I should stop complaining like that,
since it's all my fault this Secondary 1 year turned out so horrible.
But I can't help it! D: it's so hard not to complain.
I feel like hell now. I don't think I have energy to even move around tomorrow.
I don't know how my seniors look so relaxed in school!
ARGHH!!!!!
I'm trying to calm myself down, but it's not working.
I can't think right!

... I think it was the coffee.
I drink coffee almost every single day.
I think my brain cells are dead ... or dying.
Sheesh.

What to do? This year will be horrible.
But there are a few things I look forward to:

- Synapse
- Class Outing @ East Coast Park
- Holidays ... damn I need them.

Apart from these three...
THE REST SUCK LIKE HELL.

.............................................................................Moving on.
I think I'll just go to sleep and get scolded tomorrow.
Yeah, right.
I have to finish my scenes!
But I'm tired as hell. What to doooo?
Sarah and Sarabeth had better do their scenes, if not I'm going to
f**king scream at them so loud ..
Better stop the bad words.
Should not have stayed back for the Heats and duty today.
Should have used the time for my IT project.
I keep making bad decisions!!
Ohh, WHATEVER!!

Yello! :D

2008-03-02T14:03:00.002+08:00

So deep, so deep ...
... so true as well. It's like nothin' I've ever known. <3

Today's Sunday. Ohh nooo!
Tomorrow's Monday! D: I like Mondays, but the rest of the days,
I hate to the core. Mondays and Fridays are loved! Haha, why
am I talking about the days of the week now?
No more LiVe lesson with our Peer Leaders. D< Why so limited one?!
Now we have so much time with Ms Tan :D I also like la.
Oh yeah ... have to take picture on Monday.
But so damn paiseh bring the camera walk around the school.
Oh well. I have a lot of things to do today.
IT project. D&T, do the freaking shade. I can't stand it D:
D&T is probably my lowest subject?!
My lamp sucks xD

All I have to do is:
1) Knock the nails in
2) Sand the whole thing until it's EVEN.
3) Make sure it's CLEAN D:
4) Bend the shade into a frickin' can shaped thing.
5) NAIL the SHADE in!
6) Cry in failure as I receive my F9. (No la, I get C something)

Haha. Looks easy.
Not!! >:[ So stressed! Even after the Common Tests.
Here are my grades :x

English: B3
Chinese: 48.5
Maths: No idea.
Literature: No idea.
History: I dunno!!
Geography: 58.7
Chemistry: A2
D&T: ...

So depressed!!
I owe Ms Chia the homework for dunno how long la!
Eck!! I WANT TO KNOW MY HISTORY MARKS!
T.T
I'm becoming so sad these days.
I dunno why!

...

I guess it's because of HER.
Twin's got it covered, yeah?!
But still ...

... Whatever.

LOL <3

2008-03-01T18:50:00.002+08:00

You're the love song ...
... that I keep singing every night, in my heart

Yesterday was so frickin' tiring.
I went to Victoria School to support our PL Badminton team.
And after that Mr. Go finally arrived. He got more cameras!
Then I took one that had a pathetic zoom length.
My twin looked so tired. Haha. Our team won Dunman High though.
Was snapping away with the camera :)
Then after that on the bus, I was so tired. It was after I told
my twin that I was not straight, then she started telling me about ___ ___.
Hehe, I tell you we were the loudest in the bus la.
HAHA! Then I lay my head on her shoulder and almost dozed off;
but she jerk her shoulder so suddenly I got a shock.
Then we were laughing crazily ...

I hugged her before I went home though.
See? We love each other so much!
<3!!
Haha, okay. I'm still waiting for her to online. ):

I just tagged and linked Jia Shyuan. AHA! I mentioned her name!
LOL okay that's so not the point.
:DD so tired. Why am I smiling?
Because Eleanor is going for Synapse!!
She will be my no. 1 target for pictures >8D
BEWARE, SENIOR!
LOL.
Very hyper now. :3
Oh yeah I remembered what my twin told me that made me laugh...

Twin: Hey Amanda(my class prefect), you know who Sophia is right? In 1-4?
Amanda: Ya, why?
Twin: SHE'S MY TWIN!!
Amanda: Huh? Howww? One Yeo and one Lee, but hoowww? (i was laughing at this point)
Twin: MY EVIL TWIN!! :D
Amanda: Huuuhh?
Twin: o.o my twin la amanda!!
(After a while)
Amanda: Orh.

SO DAMN FUNNY XD.
I didn't know Amanda so blur uhs!
And from the start of school until now,
I just realized she's from 2-6.
-Shot-
Eyah, blame the sign that says 2-4.
Haha.
Now I am very bored.. I shall go talk to Jia again (SEE I MENTIONED HER NAME AGAIN)
... xD

Bye.

2008-02-27T19:52:00.002+08:00

I finally found you ...
... in my heart

1 more week to Synapse!
I hope Eleanor going ... and the Sec 2 prefects also!
Hehe, I'm very excited.
Can go camera crazy that day. Like today Ms Dong asked me to take pictures for the class skits. Hahahaha, the next lesson, I'm looking forward to it. But I'm not looking forward to tomorrow. I think I will absent myself tomorrow.
I have MC, don't worry!
And today I gained a nice nice senior.
Desiree Chua from 3A1!
She's so friendly :D
Elizabeth introduced us to each other haha.
I love seniors! But not obsessed about them la.
Then today Nicole gave me tissue. LOL. I was asking from Meiling then she was like "HERE HERE HERE!" I was laughing la.
Then I didn't know how to open the tissue packet.
I forgot arhs.

LOL. ;D
Desiree so funny. Freaked Elizabeth out and made her run to the toilet and bathe.
Hahas. She watch alot of horror movies la I tell you.
Couldn't find my evil twin today.
D; sad la.

Oh well. Now I go and worry about my D&T bahs.
Haven't do the shade yet.
And I dunno where to get the batteries!!
Damn lazy la me.
Oh well. If I get the bats I guess I can finish the shade by tomorrow.
But I dunwan!!
F4.
I look forward to this friday, and next saturday.
Ok la.
Bye.

Excitement ya?

2008-02-25T23:57:00.002+08:00

Today was great ...
... but I didn't see your face there.

Haha! So happy today!
Went for duty during the sports heats; and got 400m event, along with 200m I think?
LOL, then during the heats I gained an evil twin.
Sophia Yeooooo~ :D
I dunno why I wake up now, 1 minute before midnight.
Guess I'm still excited.
The two Sophia get excited easily.
And thirsty la. xD
I'm down for duty for Synapse! I was like :0 OMG!
It's a good thing okay!
I watched the Synapse Dance 07 with the PL Prefects; LOL XD
Elizabeth forgot her water bottle TWICE; and her file when she was going home.
Me and evil twin were like "ELIZABEEETTTHHH!!"
XD So funny.

Then Meiling got this whole stack of tissue in her bag.
Dunno how many packets.
I was like "I want one later, so u give me ok?"
Then she started laughing.
She reminds me of Clara, YT's cousin.
Lol.
Then Amanda so nervous and still wanting to hold the camera a lot today.
But she went home early with Dorcas.
Oh yea, Dorcas.
Jael's cousin.
LOL she damn enthu I tell you!
Take the camera only start shooting like mad.
LOLOL.
Today's Photography team was the funniest and the best!
Synapse 8th March, I'll only be with Meiling and other seniors.
But nvm, we have her tissues for comfort 8D
Then right, Liz was like "OMG i got the effect I wanted!"
I looked at the pics, damn pro XD
The background was all a blur, but the runner was so FOCUSED.
I was like "Congrats :D You must teach me ok?"
Then she's like "Of course, of course."

XD Okay I shall stop here.
It's five minutes past midnight.
I must get more sleep, tmr will be a boring day.
I can don't go la.. since tmrw got IT.
But I must!
English Comprehension test.
Yikes!! I never do my flash D:
Ok ok gotta run
Byye.

Weee x33

2008-02-23T12:16:00.002+08:00

Monday's Sport's Day..
.. and I'm not taking part :D

Woohoo ._.
I'm on duty on Monday for Sport's Day.
I won't be taking part in the 100m Relay
cause of my flu and cough. But I'll still
be in school for the Photography 8D
Do I still have to wear house t shirt?
D: It's small (LOL)
I'm gonna change the size thing
the auntie go give me size 38 for what la ==

And the PE Shorts ;D
Look like FBTs!
XD Lol I still have another unseen poem assignment thing to do..
so yeah.

Byye.

:DD

2008-02-14T20:52:00.002+08:00

LOVE.LOVE.STILL LOVING YOU.

Today went for MIT Meeting.
Almost didn't get in line for Photography.
LOL. If I didn't right, I sure appeal la.
Somemore I submitted my photo for the week liao.
Eck.. later Mr Go forget I die.
LOL. the file number: 0252.
Must remember lor. This week only got meeting. No CCA.
Darned common tests.
Yeah I saw Nicole again todayy. Not the Chng okay.
Nicole Chia 8D
So funny lol.
Elizabeth was like "First come first serve"
I was like "WTF?!"

O.o then YT and Jenjira got busted for eating at the NE Corner 8D
LOL. So funny. The seniors were laughing at them.
Anyway, enough about Photography and MIT.
I wanna go see Ms Khalisah again!!
She's getting married this year!!
=D I'm so happy for her .
Weee .
LOL.

By the way, I'm not over HER.
I still like her very much. Today's Valentine's Day.
I saw her today and smiled at her. I F2ed when she smiled back
and walked off.
Then Jenjira was like "What is wrong with you!?"
I rolled my eyes and sighed.
I'm a lesbian, what can I say?
LOL.

Anyway, gotta go study for History 8D
and make my History teacher prouuuudd !!

Byyes!

x3

2008-02-13T21:52:00.002+08:00

I'll be here for you, waiting ...
... so if you need me, you'll find me

=/ It's getting to me. A lot.
It doesn't help when I realized tmr's Valentine's Day.
Oh isn't it saddening? I don't know what to do now.
My mind's blank as paper. But it doesn't necessarily have to be blank, does it?
My heart's still taken. Very much indeed.
I keep thinking about her. I say her name all the time.
It even comes out of my mouth indirectly.
Only some people know who I'm talking about.
Some.
But not her. Tomorrow.
Tomorrow will be the day I see it all.
Everything she's been hiding. EVERYTHING.
And I mean it.
Whether we're meant to be. Of course not, says my angel.
She will be, says my devil.

I wanna stop. STOP, STOP, STOP.

STOP!

We'll see. Tomorrow.
If nothing happens, I'll be okay.
Really.
Not.
This will be the last post about her
everyone say hallelujah :D
I wanna get her off my mind
It's not right
Nor is it wrong.
It's just ... a little in between.
Cannot.
Cannot.
Cannot.
Cannot.
Okay I think I'll be straight in the morning, yes?
:D Yes.

maybe not...

Wheee :3

2008-02-11T18:00:00.001+08:00

Three more days ...
... to Valentine's Day
Oh my God. It's confirmed.
I think I have a HUGE HUGE crush on my senior.
Damn, I expected that as much. When I saw her, Regina was like
"Oooh the girl you liiike~"
Then I felt so high when I walked past her.
I mean not like in a psycho's perspective.
I like her. Love her. Whatever.
My friend's wonder why though. They say she doesn't have the looks.
I don't think so. She's pretty.
So yeah, I like her. Love her. Whatever.
But I got a problem; I don't know if I should tell her.
I've been keeping feelings like this in from other people every time.
It'll be over soon, so I'm not worrying.
But what if I continue loving her?
Headache ==
Today she was standing in front of me, when she wanted to dismiss my class.
I looked at her and she looked back at me. Then I just smiled at her.
She's a prefect, by the way.
Then she laughed. I like the way she looks when she laughed.
Okay now I sound like a freaking stalker. I think I'm
obsessed.
Okay enough about that. Can't stop thinking about her.

Even in class I'll also keep thinking about her.
I don't want to turn les, but can't help it.
D: And I don't know if it'll last longer than it did
with the last person I fell for.
It lasted for one whole year.
What if, huh? x(
Am I supposed to tell her everything?
Damn..

Now I'm listening to "Just So You Know" , then followed by "It's Over".
Oh well, I go do my homework liao.
Byye.

Weee :33

2008-02-10T19:09:00.000+08:00

Only a few more hours...
... before I can go back to school~
Yeah, I know I'm a bit too excited for school.
I sound like a nerd ~
But that's Qiu Ming's job. Being the nerd.
LOL, enough talk about that.
Gonna buy New Year clothes this year ...
... I think I'm becoming a little addicted to what I should/should not wear.

Yeah, I have the perfect outfit in mind..
But I know it'll cost me.
That's why I'm looking for more ang baos LOL.
No la. Do chores for money from my other relatives.
Not like maid chores, but other stuff..
and Photography 8D
Got competition!! Must take part~ Did you see the
amount of money for first prize?!
S$5000!!

So yeah, many chances to get rich =.=
But not so big a chance of spending them all ~
No, I'm not someone who splurges.
I just want my dream outfit D:
White collar shirt, black jacket .. zz black jeans 8D
and a hat (as inspired by Celine)
*starts drooling*
Oh well, I'm dreaming too much.. I might not have the chance to go buy clothes.
:P
Kit wants to buy 'matured' clothing.
LOL, her sis says she got the figure~
Yeah well I'm just aiming for something else.
I lost weight. I'm not going to be phat soon!
Woot!

XD I started a Cleric in Bootes with Celine.
Now it's lvl 13.
D: My sin lvl 36.
So slow..
Celine's pro.

~ Well, gtg.
Byyes.

Two more days..

2008-02-09T22:01:00.000+08:00

Two more days ...
... to going back to SCHOOL!
LOL, very hyper right?
Yeah I just had a scary nightmare (well to me it's scary la, i wouldn't know about you)
It was so heartbreaking D:
But I'm not going to tell any of youuuu!
Just counted the total in my ang baos = $70
So little. Less than last year though.
Oh well, nvm.
I just have to get ready for Art on Monday.

Again, can't wait for Thursday and Friday.
I hope my friends know where to go on Friday, cause last week they followed me into the Photography session!
XD but yeah. Sad la, one of them was assigned to Library Duty.
And Kit + Angele went to Art Club.
Yep, so I'm the only photography member in 1-4.
Yeahs ... gotta get through Monday - Wednesday.
Thursday got Sec 1 Run!
Can die one ... Ms Ng wants us to run 10 rounds next lesson.
T-T doom awaits me!

Just finished Geography assignment.
Heng la.
The reflection, I got help from Celine :3
Thx dood.
Yeah ... I have to become organized like
darling prefect of 1-4, Amanda.
HAHA, she's one of the neatest students I ever saw.
But yeahs I can say she's friendly.
Why am I blogging about her? LOL.
Nah, not that I hate her. She's okay really.
Really, no lie.
Ok ok :X I'll shut up now. Stop scowling la! XD I'm high on sugar.
Today's Priscilla's birthday.
Almost forgot.
x.x
Now listening to love songs. For some reason.
Yeah many ppl know I'm a bi.
:P is it that hard to accept?
No, right? Then stop looking at this post like "Eeeegh"
LOL.

Art awaits me!
And good grades too!
WH00T!

Byyes.

:3 bored.

2008-02-08T10:41:00.000+08:00

hellooo it's the second day of CNY
IT'S DAMN BORING.
Next week will be VALENTINE'S DAY
So much HTML. haha.
I'm done with D&T.
All I need now is to make the circuit and I can go on to the lamp.
I gotta get an A2 for this.
Next week is also Common Test week.
I died in my Chinese class test.
There was no proper exercise, so I think I JUST PASSED
But yeah, I'm looking forward to Thursday and Friday
cause of Photography :P

I love my CCA.
Like, very much.
I get to see my own picture ==
not cool. I don't think the seniors are anticipating
the last 9 photographers. Lol.
They got in, but I don't really know them or even LIKE them.
But yeah, you gotta make FRIENDS with them some day.

The new cameras rock my sox OMG.
But yeah we gotta use the old ones before
NEW ONES.
Mr Go is like, the D&T teacher for the other half of my class.
D: sad la.
But Ms Kok is okay as well!
She can be very nice and funny if we do what she says.

But the bad thing is, Photography sessions are held only
ONCE A WEEK.
Next week will be exception cause we missed the CCA MEETING.
Aww man. Art, Infocomm and Library all two times per week.
Bleh.

I still have to do Geography IT research..
Regina's coming to my house tmr.
Sigh, she got a lot of ang pow. worth $200++
Eeeeeee so lucky.
Haha.. too money face la me.
Oh well, I go start on my Geography IT research thing liaos.

Byye.

LOL okayy.

2008-02-07T22:55:00.000+08:00

Mwahahaha.
Finally found a way to tackle the irritating clashes.
Ain't I pro?
XD anyways, Celine coming back from her grandma house as I type.
Everyone go visiting except me. LOL.

Okay, I go talk to Celine.
She's on MSN now.
xD

2008-02-07T22:54:00.002+08:00

TESTING

Layout sux

2008-02-07T22:54:00.001+08:00

Testing.
The layout totally crashes with the words.
OMG.

Updated Blog

2008-02-07T14:40:00.001+08:00

Yay, i got a new skin for my blog.
everyone rejoice!
I was getting sick of the 'angel' thing.
haha.

d: I made a QWERTYblog.

Happy CNY, peeps.

2008-02-07T12:37:00.000+08:00

Happy Cheeneese New Year :D
Lol anyways, I'm bored today.
Nothing much to do except to stare at
my D&T booklet.
I wanna get an A2 la.
Then Photography CCA Meeting on 14/2.
I was like the only Sec 1 member last friday la.
LOL.
But yeah, I guess they're gonna give me their views
on the picture I took last Monday.
Sian.
No ang bao this year. Only a few.
Can't really spend them, so I'll save.
I worry about my Art.
I wanna get distinction.
But then all the methods and stuff are so hard to remember.
My art cover is ruined D:
So fugly xD

Yesterday went to the playground with bfs.
Then I saw Elizabeth and asked her
about the Sec 1 duty thing.
I'm a bit too excited.
Anyway, celine made many QWERTYpics. Hahas.
Nice la.

Okay, so yeah..
my new year's resolution is..
..very personal.
LAWL.

Just to win the heart of a special someone.

:P I shall stop here.
Byyes.

Assignments, assignments and more assignments

2008-02-03T13:33:00.000+08:00

Argh ! I have too many things to do !!
First I have to worry about my Literature ! MONDAY GOT PRESENTATION !!
Then there's the UNSEEN ASSIGNMENT.
God !
Followed by D&T, not so bad.
Then HISTORY ; then GEOGRAPHY ! Class test next week !!
OMG, then put photography ?
HORROR !!
But yea I'm going to have to finish LITERATURE PRESENTATION by MONDAY.
Act out 'MY FATHER'.
Eck, I don't want to be the father lehs, must shout.

Tmr going to stay back and borrow camera from MR. GO so that can take the picture of the week.
If I get through the presentation ALIVE, I'm going to jump for joy and BREAK THE CAMERA *Cancels* Scream out loud.
our group MUST pass with at least a 16 omg.

Oh yea, my Maple lvl 36 liao.
Slow hor?
Celine lvl 52 i think?

Aiya, must worry about Literature first.
I HATE THE SUBJECT, BUT MUST PASS IT D:
I can't act , omg !!

HELP ME :X

Fcked up.

2008-01-30T18:24:00.000+08:00

Sian.
Today was about the worst day ever.
priscilla still says it isn't her fault
...
I feel so flushed
I dont think will have any progress made in this stupid idiotic problem
it's either i got problem, or priscilla's fault lor.
zzz can die one la.

Today went to ACM.
Boring trip.
I still have to finish my homework
and after that finish up project
followed by stoning in front of the computer again.
Today ran like what, 7 rounds?

I hate wednesdays so much.
I also hate Mondays and Thursdays.
Sucks to be me right?
I'm not gonna care liao la.
Fricking troublesome and annoying to worry about things
but it's not like i'm going to cry or anything.
misunderstandings come and go ==

BULLSHIT.
i'm depressed now.

Bored as hell

2008-01-29T21:21:00.000+08:00

Heyy
I got into MIT;PHOTOGRAPHY
Rejoice :X
I am now doing my Maths homework ...
Thursday no school xD
Got more time to get the copper strips
LOL Sleepy now..
I think I'm going to drop dead liaos.
Celine's blogging still..
So I decided to blog as well ==

This Friday got Photography arr..
Elizabeth told me venue but never tell me time.
LOL. No la, i know the timing.
3.30 - 5.30
but maybe not until 5.30
D: oh well.
I still have my messed up case study notes to do
OMG >:[
Shang Dynasty =/
Must go and type everything out ...
I'm lazy to write by hand
LOL.

Okay here I go to tag Celine's bloggy
You can find in the links one lar.
~

Sian .

2008-01-27T10:45:00.000+08:00

Yaaaaa ~ !!
I'm tired.
I'm doing my Literature project now.
Followed by my family tree.
Then my IT ... and lastly D&T
but i will have to suffer on monday for maths.
Zz ..
This is why i hate weekends.
I always wanna slack but i got work to do 24/7
I dont even have time to sleep liao la.
Sianz..
I haven't been looking out for Dodgers news
Or been to Alyssa's blog.
I guess I'm going now. :P
I haven't been in contact with her since ... forever...

Gawd i hate my life.
Stressed everyday. I try staying back to force myself to do homework
KNS i get distracted instead ==
then still got the running at the track every wednesday
after school. 6 rounds.

i must finish everything by today la.
and the IT project storyboard..
my group leave everything to me.
I was like
damn.

I'm not superman okay.
I cant possibly do all this without the GROUP'S help
my Lit group better.
BUT MY IT GROUP SUX LA.
Haiz, complain oso get blamed for some stuff.
just cause i can draw on the computer
doesn't mean i have to do EVERYTHING.

and i think i flunked my maths test.
5% of my CA.
FASJFHASKLJFHALWKAAZ ==

Tired.

2008-01-25T19:51:00.000+08:00

Almost sprained my ankle today.
Fell down while walking out the Physics Lab xD
I went all 'Owwie'
but then still went for PE la.
Damn pain.

and another thing.
my maths book nv do properly
sure get scolding on monday la.
haiz.
I think i turned into a BISEXUAL liao.
I like someone la..
but not sure if this is real or not.

still got D&T homework.
nv do properly but haven't hand in.
heng, I can redo everything neatly.
Oh well. School put so much on us.
Oh ya .. still got the family tree.
Die la, nv bring back my art block
Monday got art
and I haven't buy the A3 FILE.
Have to organise myself properly by tmr.

I dun think I can survive xD
I get stressed by the teachers.
Zomg.

Oh well ... I have to do my family tree now
then after that do finish my D&T
then my art...

oh yea, still have to revise my maths
cos i know i failed the test today.
...what a life.

loaded with homework

2008-01-22T22:12:00.000+08:00

OMG I'M LOADED WITH HOMEWORK
AND ME AND YT GETTING STRESSED :D
I dunno why I can still smile

YT's clueless on her IT project
and I'm ... messed up on the inside.
Maths, History, IT and Art ..
OMGLYKWTFBBQ

It's kinda stressful being in a class above average
Damn D:
Oh well, that about sums my day up.

I hate signing off.
Goodbye my ~~lover~~

LOL!

2008-01-15T22:08:00.001+08:00

You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament

Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace.

You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions.

You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected.

It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional.

You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others.

While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well.

At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything.

You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams.

You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment.

What Temperment Are You?

bleh

2008-01-15T17:30:00.000+08:00

Yo, today i went for the guitar audition. it really doesn't look like an audition, but more of interview xD lols, anyway, stayed back til 4.20pm 'cos of the interview thing and waiting for jenjira to come out. i had to admit lar, i was quite nervous :X after the guitar audition, me and jenjira went down to the canteen again and waited for kit to ... appear from her band audition.

when kit saw us ar, she scream and run towards us like mad dog like that. then she gave me a hug. i hate hugs. seriously la. it makes me feel so wrong sometimes. unless she hug me at the correct time. ew. enough about hugging.

aaaanyway, i still can't manage myself properly. i dono la. got a lot of homework on my table now. History. Geography. IT.

i dun feel stressed actually, i just feel messed up nowadays. dunno why.
then today, i think my friends picked up the habit of staying late in school.
my friend, from 3+ stay in class fiddling with her handphone til 4+
so pro =.=

but confirm i wanna join MIT cos of the photography xD
I decided to change ELDDS to MIT cos i know got a lot of other ppl want to join also.
sianz. then i heard that the auditions for ELDDS was also very hard.
and that came from my friend who was in english club last year during p4 - p6 i think.

my hair not nice one.
LOL, very random la.
..now i'm going to stone in front of msn.

always,
silver

insufferable. infuriating.

2008-01-13T19:18:00.000+08:00

i finally know tt my family likes to get angry at me
for no reason sometimes.
today, i just wanted to take a rest
my dad thought i was SLACKING.
bt i was looking at the comp oso
since he was doing his updates. Then when it was done, HE JUST COME IN AND ASSUME I WAS SLEEPING. OMG LAR.

I felt so angry zz
then like just now
i just showed him NOTES ON THE EXAMINATION PAD
he started shouting at me
because of his money problems
WHAT HAS THIS GOT TO DO WITH ME?

EXAMINATION PAD I CAN VERY WELL AFFORD
BUT HE SAY AS IF I GOT NO MONEY
then he said the worst thing ever

"GIVE HER 1.50 ONLY"

I felt so flushed and angry lar
felt like talking back but i wont
i can do better than him in any way POSSIBLE

rants like these are very rare
but this one is the worst.

Chat box on a Naruto Shippuuden 42 website? LOL !

2008-01-13T07:03:00.000+08:00

The funniest thing happened yesterday
i was like in a chat box lar, looking and talking non-stop
then suddenly got this guy, itachieyes, went all mental on us
and started to scream "i killed my family" "my mom is dead, i killed her" "join me, you are strong". sibei gao xiao XD then everyone was like asking him to "SHUT UP"

while doing tt, i met another girl, who was in sg now lar
she intro to me, gave me her friendster and email xD
then she asked me if i wanted to go out
but it was supposed to be today, and i'm not free
so i told her,
some other day lar

she seems like a nice person
but got one guy in the chat box
i don't think he liked her that much :X

then teti (the girl), lol, she started to scold itachieyes
i mean yar she can .. he was getting damn annoying with all those random quotes.
after a while
i started to find her cute(in a way which u will nvr understand)...

ok la, can stop now :P

always,
silver

:X LOL CCAs

2008-01-12T18:12:00.001+08:00

Argh..
I duno wat cca to choose
i just went to the fair today and found it so ..
.. so many many many cca to choose from. I got my five choices.. but dono about the first two leh.

1st:guitar
2nd:media&information tech
3rd:ELDDS
4th:GB
5th:Track and Field

:X I love guitar as much as I love MIT!!
how to chooooosee larrr u tell me..
I like MIT for its photography
and i like guitars for its guitars =.-

i don't know
and i'm still thinking
even now
argh ! but there's a chance that the uniforms are kinda ex for guitar
but almost all cca require money ..

so~ if the guitar uniform ex, i'm going for MIT instead.

always,
silver

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2008-01-10T18:22:00.000+08:00

Hell yeah :D I'm back!
Haven't been posting for that long ...
But anyway, I'm gonna put the baseball rantings on hold for a moment ...
I got tons of stuff to say about the first few days of secondary school~

One word: Fun.

Two Words: Very Tiring

Three words: but still fun

four words: i still like school

five words: even if it's too boring

six words: spending time with friends always goes

seven words: enough words liao lar, typing paragraphs lol

XD Yeah, I kinda like secondary school. More time to strangle kit :D
my neck pain cos of her lar, want to kill me with her arms ..
ok so right now i'm thinking of what to write ...
unless i can think of something, i'm writing what i'm thinking
sian.

got homework i still haven't do yet...
but i have to cos of what i said to Aloyy (u should know la)
so ...

jenjira's suddenly become a fan of our pretty senior, but i won't tell who :X lest she sees this. LOL~
I forgot where i stuffed my chinese reading materials..
but enough of now, what about then?

lol today was okay la, had a first meeting with the history/music teacher...
she's got spunk :D

so sleepy, but it's already 6.30pm..
i'll save the sleeping for later.
today i waited for three friends during their talent thing ... um o.o shuyi, kit and yanting.
talk about long. stayed from 2pm up to 5.15pm.

but the wait was worth it. lol. i got to spend more time with my history book =/
and of course the usual pain of revising for next week's group quiz on the timelines... oh well. you wanna get to a good class, get cracking, asshole :X

yanting's back to the comp.
she still owes me the scores T.T
yea as kit always likes to say "u dun even learn piano, how u learn THAT!"
:P You'll see, kit.
...
evil kit :)

ok, i guess that's it. can't really on9 that often since sec sch started
one of the bad points, no?
oh well.
I'M EXHAUSTED LAAAA...

too long a post for today.

always,
Silverr

First Two Days of School

2008-01-03T21:14:00.000+08:00

Well well, the first two days of secondary school sure sickened me enough.
They kept us in the hall for most of the day on Wednesday for talks, speeches and announcements and introductions to the school. My leg went sore at this point, so I had to resort to using my bag as a cushion -_- After that we had time with our Form Teachers. Boy, they were two different women I tell you. One of them, Miss Tan, was this person who was bright and wanted to get to know the class. The other, Miss Noor, was much much more serious looking XD

The second day was less sitting, more moving. More than I wanted.
We had assembly in the morning and a very long period of silent reading. Wow.
Soon after that we went back to class and took the Maths Diagnostic Test. Well, I could do most of the questions, so I guess I'm okay, right? I dunno. I may fail or something ... but I'm confident ... mostly. After that we had our recess, followed by Class Time with our Student Leaders and two Prefects. It was amusing, I had to say. We had to introduce ourselves one by one, and when it was my turn, I said what I had to say after pulling a funny move on the class.

After that was Form Teacher time again! :DD My favorite time of the day lols.
Then after that we had our free period, or break, if you wanna call it that. I mostly spent time at the piano with Kit playing the same tune over and over again ^^
After our break, we went up to the Shaw Hall and was briefed on the Games and Activites that were laid out for us that afternoon. We went around the school playing games at the stations and at the end of it, we accumulated a lot of points but it hasn't been confirmed yet. Tomorrow is what I call the best day ... since there's an English Diagnostic Test XDD woohoo.

Looking forward to the end of the Orientation LOL!

Always,
Silver

Happy New Year and Happy Anniversary!

2008-01-01T09:53:00.000+08:00

I was counting down last night and w00t were we all excited. Then after that, once it was 12am, everyone had to go back to sleep, but I was busy watching the fireworks coming from Sentosa and Marina Bay :DD And of course the 'Countdown 2008 at VivoCity' was on so I watched it too ... then after everything was done, I went back to watching Charmed XDD

Happy New Year to all my friends and...

Happy 50th Anniversary to the Dodgers!!!! :DDD

Always,
Silverr

Countdown Tonight Towards 2008!

2007-12-31T15:08:00.000+08:00

Heyys, me and my bestiies all wanna stay up til 12am and countdown to the first day of 2008!! XD Hell yeah, I asked alot of people and they all want to do the counting too~ 2008! 2008! 2008! Ex Dee, and also once it's 2008, it'll be the Dodgers 50th Anniversary as well :DD

I guess that about sums everything up for today ...

9 more hours...

Always,
Silverr

Takashi Saito emerging as the Dodgers' Ambassador

2007-12-31T11:04:00.000+08:00

I just got off the Dodgers website and the latest gig is that Takashi Saito (both pictures; the man in blue), the Dodgers' closer, has emerged as the team's ambassador! The Dodgers think highly of Saito and they even asked him to fly back from Japan to represent them on the Rose Float :O !! Along with James Loney, Nomar Garciaparra and Hong-Chih Kuo, he's gonna be on the float XD

The 37-year-old from Miyagi, Japan, compiled 63 saves over the past two seasons while earning the admiration of his teammates for his play on the field. Damn, the Dodgers do collect good players, in my opinion :DD

Oh yeah, and Saito did talk to Kuroda too; and both of them are just determined to help the Dodgers win the World Series~ Woah man, if they really do win, I'm gonna jump for joy in my seat and hug the first Dodger I see XDDD

I guess that's about it, I'll be off to Audition now~

Always,
Silverr

Yeah, finally passed~

2007-12-30T23:01:00.000+08:00

Hell yeah, I finally passed my guild test (the picture on the right concerns nothing)! It was Christmas Party, and the req was set by x33HATEDnoob and they are:
400k
15perfects
perfect x2

If you can get that score, you should join the x33noobs GUILD xD
We're all looking for pros, not noobs ;DD
Yeah, I'm gonna lvl up to 12 tomorrow and become a level 12 Freedom!
Then I'm gonna start chancing on 140bpm songs and above ;DD

We're gonna own -VOX- Guild I tell ya!

Always,
Silver

OMG`Dodgers' Rose Float!

2007-12-30T12:31:00.000+08:00

As you can see from the picture on the right, relatives from Dodger baseball player Nomar Garciaparra, the team's third baseman, and friends/volunteers are working on the float. Where's the float, you ask? Not in that picture, of course. The volunteers are working on the flowers :D The float will be covered in real flowers and seeds, no exceptions says the designer, Craig Bugajski. I'm psyched people, real excited to see the photos after the parade of the Dodgers' 50th Anniversary!

They arrived in LA in 1958, and in just a few more days, it'll be their 50th year of Dodgers Baseball. Boy am I excited like hell :DD

Anyway, I'm not going to rip off the Dodgers Website so ...
links rock.

http://losangeles.dodgers.mlb.com/news/article.jsp?ymd=20071226&content_id=2336725&vkey=news_la&fext=.jsp&c_id=la

Now, I am off to watch Charmed Season 6~
Darn, my dad's still watching season 1 ... he was preoccupied with 'Heroes' and 'Ghost Whisperer'. Ex Dee.

Always,
Silverr

So it's not really my bit of hell at all ~ :D

2007-12-30T12:24:00.000+08:00

Okay okay, so this blog isn't all that...
It's just a blog I made dedicated to baseball, and the baseball team Dodgers along with a few off-topic posts too ^^ I'll start posting later on once I pay a visit to Alyssa's MLBLOG so ... yeah~

you must be wondering why I'm so crazy about baseball until I need a blog for it, right? Well I love the sport; it kinda makes those players become heroes for some fans (not me XD) and a few moments where they let us all down with losing and all, but we still got the passion, people!!

Hell yeah, the Dodgers rock my world! Anyway, the blog title's just to fool some people ^^ So yeah, here I go =.= to see if Alyssa actually posted something since the Mitchell Report...

Always,
Silverr

It's That Spark of Insanity (:

Photo Sale

lolz

Sports Day 2008!

The Way It Was

DAMN IT :D

Tired.

New start! Term 2!

She likes being loved.

She knows.

Pictures!

Yet another untitled post..

Still Untitled~

Yikes.

Homework post!

Tired

Tomorrow's Saturday~

40th post!

Late night post

Yello! :D

LOL <3

Excitement ya?

Weee x33

:DD

x3

Wheee :3

Weee :33

Two more days..

:3 bored.

LOL okayy.

Layout sux

Updated Blog

Happy CNY, peeps.

Assignments, assignments and more assignments

Fcked up.

Bored as hell

Sian .

Tired.

loaded with homework

LOL!

bleh

insufferable. infuriating.

Chat box on a Naruto Shippuuden 42 website? LOL !

:X LOL CCAs

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First Two Days of School

Happy New Year and Happy Anniversary!

Countdown Tonight Towards 2008!

Takashi Saito emerging as the Dodgers' Ambassador

Yeah, finally passed~

OMG`Dodgers' Rose Float!

So it's not really my bit of hell at all ~ :D

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