It's That Spark of Insanity

Photo sale; it went FREAKING WELL. We like earned over a thousand? Looks like Mr. Go can finally buy new cameras, the latest Canon ones. >:D total pwnage. Tomorrow's the last day, I'll be there, helping out, so you people better come and buy ok! We feature Synapse and Sports Heats already, so there are more choices. Synapse better, cause you get to see prefects jumping madly all over the place >:) Am I not evil? 50 cents per photo and you people buy so many at one go!! I like LOVE YOU RICH PEOPLE OUT THERE. HAHA.

Now I'm talking to Thivya. From 1-3. She's a good advice giver and WILL BE A PREFECT NEXT YEAR :D I state this now okay. It's true~! Hehe. She help me in so many ways, so I shall buy her chocolate tomorrow. Yay.

Oh yes, I'm buying concert tickets from Sarah the Chicken. Emmanuel VII by the PL Concert Band. 12th April. BUY TICKETS OMG. Haha. I love school events. I hope there will be a chance to take pictures of the event.. but most likely not. Cause it's a concert and I bought tickets to watch it, not to take pictures of it. Ah I love my CCA ._.!

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Onward!
Prayer cell was cool today. The group sung like angels. Seriously. Even the people outside had to look in and say "OMG" or "WOW". Hehe. We made Ms Tan's day. :) She was so delighted she wrote a message on the board and we were like "OMG LET'S FRAME IT UP SO NO ONE CAN ERASE IT."

Happiness erupts. LOL. I guess that's about it for today. Oh wait, played Truth or Dare with Mr. Go and others. He freaking dared me to say "I love you" to Mrs Lee. I waited. But so long she never step out of the office. LOL.

Ok.. yup. Tomorrow's gonna be SO fun. The JOY of having Chinese and falling asleep once more. I just have to get a B4. Just a freaking B4. Or a B3. I can't believe I failed it for my CA 1 ._.

Eck!

left a mark at Wednesday, April 02, 2008

TESTING THE WORDS.

HELLO.

CAN EVERYONE HEAR ME?

=D

randomness.

left a mark at Sunday, March 30, 2008

Hell Yes, It Was HOT!

Damn. I was literally rushing to Macs @ Kovan this morning. Was going to meet Nicole to head to the Stadium with her, but I got a little late and in the end we couldn't get a taxi and was late by.. oh say 20 minutes? Anyway, forget about being tardy, we had to rush around once we stepped into the photographers' side. I was put on duty first with Andrea, for 2 hours before taking a long break and helping out with the other groups (not to mention having a try at the large SLR Camera with the longest lens I have ever seen!) in their duties and the events yeah. It was burning hot. Well, not burning, but I'd say it was close to that. Lucky Houses; they sit in the shade while I run around the track (and oh, falling down as well) to the different groups to help out or either help them to get water and all that. Talk about annoying ._.!

Sports Day was a great success I'd say, although I didn't bring the Milo coupon. Who cares -_- the cup was freakishly small. And I got a free one anyways, hehe. Yup, I loved the Dodsworth Cheers. But you know what? ARCHER WON THE CHEER CHAMPIONSHIP! We (the photographers) thought it would be Dodsworth, but nooooo, the announcer just HAD to say ARCHER! D: Damn it, that soulja boy dance was off the hook! Ah well. Next year. We'll win, oh yes. The Overall Champ as well! >:D

I thought Chew did pretty well, and I could see that the Lee House runners were running their fullest. Dodsworth OWNED!! The Champ for the Sec 1s!! xD Archer was no worser. They were awesome in some ways. The Mass Run was funny. People got confused cos we allied ourselves with Lee and ran together for two mass runs. Chew and Archer did the same. I almost got dragged into the track by my friends, but thank God I didn't go! I was tired as hell.

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Just read an amazing story, "I Believe You", by Low Kay Hwa. More on the story later.

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I'm out of things to talk about.. although.. there's that other problem, but I do not think it is worth talking about. I said enough yesterday. Ah to hell with it. My handphone D:< I want it back!

I couldn't help but to not care. I just felt so broken.

left a mark at Friday, March 28, 2008

Never Felt Like That

So today we had the LEE and CHEW house practices. Lee got the Parade Square for the taking; hoho. Chew had to go down to the AVA Theatre; >:) As usual, I joined in, since Ms Gomes was there. Honestly, had to say I was bored. I didn't get the duty slot for PL's Table Tennis Tournament, since Meiling was SO EXCITED to RUSH TO THE HALL WITH THE SLR CAMERA. Not that I'm jealous; thank God. What a week it's been. I was sent running around from the Hall to the Staff room to the Lab Store 4. Photographers have busy lives, I learnt that from past experiences during the last three months. Well, thankfully, today Meiling went solo for the PL tournament. Alright, back to the House Practice. So there I was, with Jia Shyuan, Jenjira, and Ms. Gomes, within the crowd of Lee House girls. Needless to say, it was as loud as you could imagine. Hope the Chew House girls were as loud, yeah. And there was the second issue of having the stand in the crowd with her being just a few steps away. I couldn't be bothered to do anything stupid around her anyway, so I just went along with the dance.

I like the cheers. Catchy and fun.

The Photographers' meeting today was short and quick, as Mr. Go explained what we had to do in a fast manner. He was rushing off somewhere. But. BUT!! D: Many of them didn't turn up. Nicole's pissed. Valentia fined them all >:D Mwahahaha! Okay, so it is entirely their fault. They deserve getting fined. Besides, it serves as a good boost for our Club's fund. Also, the sale of photos shall help as well :) Yes, yes, let's move on to the subject on Sports Day 2008!

I am excited. Greatly. Although my Canon T shirt is holy crap small. So I've decided to wear my Dodsworth Tee to support my House! I'm positioned at the starting line, so I guess there isn't much to do except to do some nice shots for each race. Oh the joy. I just wanna have fun with the seniors.. although all I can think about is..
Just enough.

I'm trying to forget about her. It's so damn hard. I don't understand why I can still like her as much, as though she didn't start avoiding me already. Everyone's encouraging me to give her up. I want to, but I can't bring myself to. She shows up in front of my face and there my heart goes, skipping a beat; then I feel the butterflies in my stomach. A great intake of air and everyone knows she was there.

I've never felt this way before. Not even during last year. It's weird, how I can hang on to that little thread of hope, knowing that it'll snap anyway. This ain't no love story. I act so hyper everyday, but some people can tell that I'm still frustrated. I'm still thinking about her. I feel a tinge of disgust somehow, although I don't know why. Revolt. Still don't know why. When she's there, I feel different. When she isn't, I always .. try to forget. It's getting annoying as well, since my friends keep telling me the same thing over and over again. Some of them go along with it. They say that, I was never this in love with anyone. They're not Sec 1s or 2s. The 3s and 4s are far more understanding. Not that I don't feel grateful to my classmates' efforts, but I feel so hopeless every time I try.

I've never been this stupid in my life, to like someone and to hold on so tightly, even though she let go. I feel that I am. I know I am. I just don't want to be.

Yin and Yang - together forever?

NO! Why did He let my friends be together in love? Both of them are still together after a year. They ... are the perfect example of why I never let go. Wishful thinking clouded my thinking and vision. I cannot see whatever else that is behind the block. Nope, the Sec 2s don't understand. They NEVER understand. Perhaps a few would, if I told them and trusted them. Perhaps. That's all.

9 words are not enough to describe my feelings for you ♥

left a mark at Thursday, March 27, 2008

I feel freaking exhausted and frustrated with the Secondary Two students.

I wish they would shut up. Damn it. They've been so idiotic these days I almost think they have nothing better to do than to spread silly rumors about ME.

Just. ME.

What the hell is their problem? Yes, I LIKE HER but that does not mean that they can take this to their advantage and start one big rumor spreading session. I feel so messed up on the inside. Everything goes right, and only THIS becomes WRONG. My life is so ... SCREWEDDDD!!! %^##%!@@$!$^@#%$@&^$*^!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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ARGH.. forget about them. A bunch of morons.

left a mark at Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Tired.. had a good laugh.

Stayed back for the Table Tennis Tournaments again. Skipped History again. Damn it .__.! PL lost to Cedars ... but won against Nanyang. Go PL! :D I enjoy doing duties, but always very tired at the end of the day. Today was funny though. Met up with Samantha, the exco prefect. Me and Meiling were talking to her when suddenly Mr. Go came in. He was going to send Samantha and another prefect to PLMC for a presentation on the Kunming trip (FIS 2007 team).

Somehow we came to the subject of Synapse once more.

She was complaining about her C Drive exploding due to the large amount of photos that were taken that day. Mwahahaha.. fear us!! After awhile, she started on Nat, the deputy prefect from ACS(B). Assumptions, assumptions, assumptions! D:< Samantha thought that us three photographers were stalking him that day due to "half the files having his face on it". Damn it O.O

Weeeeell.. time for bad news :D Almost all Sec 2s have heard about me due to ._______. whatever. Tired. My legs are aching. And I thought of going to PLMC with Samantha to support her.. but too lazy. Kukuku.

Now currently doing flash ... D: Argh!!

Oh yeah. About Sian Ling. She hardly talks to me anymore. What rumors the other students have spread and she heard about it. -sniff- What to do.. wait until next year Synapse is it? o_o;

you left me clueless..

left a mark at Monday, March 24, 2008

I'm feeling fine. Really.

I'm ready to turn my life around. 'Cause I got my mind off Sian Ling, and started to concentrate on my studies! I will pass my IT and D&T no matter what. I know this hardcore determination is irking you slightly. Yes, I know. :P But yeah. My schedule's so damned squashed up. I have another CCA meeting on Thursday before Sports Day and Sports Day itself, where I will be on duty with group one. Ah well, this is the life of a Sec One; not.

I shouldn't be this stressed ._______. It's because of the responsibility I feel that I have to take up, even though I'm only Secondary One. I think I'll cut myself some slack. This week will be a week of letting go, and holding onto my studies. Friday will be a relaxing one of spending time with seniors during Sports Day, although we'll be getting things done slowly with the large groups that are assigned to a different subject.

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Spark of Insanity is stressed!

left a mark at Saturday, March 22, 2008