Tired.Just so tired.School can drive me nuts ):
I'm getting stressed again! I have to finish my IT project
by this week, then I'll have to file my Maths/Lit/Chem files properly.
And that's not all, I still have D&T to deal with. I got 60/100 for the subject,
but I have to do up my lamp and shade.
Damn it, I'm sleepy and tired. Nothing else can wake me up D<
I'm soooooo not happy about my D&T and IT!
Both end with a T somemore! D:<
Horrible. Why can't I just fast forward time to Friday?
After that it'll be Saturday and time for Synapse?
Arrrghh!!!
I wish Daddy God would help me.
D: Jia Shyuan not doing her IT project, but it's not like
her other group members won't do, right?
Darn!!
Even Yoke Yean's group doing!
Why can't I be more hardworking?!!
My grades are bad enough and I'm in 1-4?!
I FAILED CHINESE.
I BARELY PASSED GEO/MATHS AND HISTORY.
MY LIFE IS SCREWED!!!!!!
I wish I could start all over again
and make things right.
But I know that isn't possible. I can only improve on things.
My God I wish I had some help. I hope Sarah did her scenes, if not it's
some long scolding from Ms. Pereira.
... Lord help me now.
I feel like KILLING myself!
Ugh, and other people have better lives than me!
I know I should stop complaining like that,
since it's all my fault this Secondary 1 year turned out so horrible.
But I can't help it! D: it's so hard not to complain.
I feel like hell now. I don't think I have energy to even move around tomorrow.
I don't know how my seniors look so relaxed in school!
ARGHH!!!!!
I'm trying to calm myself down, but it's not working.
I can't think right!
... I think it was the coffee.
I drink coffee almost every single day.
I think my brain cells are dead ... or dying.
Sheesh.
What to do? This year will be horrible.
But there are a few things I look forward to:
- Synapse
- Class Outing @ East Coast Park
- Holidays ... damn I need them.
Apart from these three...
THE REST SUCK LIKE HELL..............................................................................Moving on.
I think I'll just go to sleep and get scolded tomorrow.
Yeah, right.
I have to finish my scenes!
But I'm tired as hell. What to doooo?
Sarah and Sarabeth had better do their scenes, if not I'm going to
f**king scream at them so loud ..
Better stop the bad words.
Should not have stayed back for the Heats and duty today.
Should have used the time for my IT project.
I keep making bad decisions!!
Ohh, WHATEVER!!
left a mark at Monday, March 03, 2008